A letter from Aug 16, 2024

Dear soulmate, Today's been a hard day. I almost asked to breakup because it was getting too much for me. Because i missed your love and your attention. You gave me all the right reasons why I deserved better and how you couldnt give me them. You underestimate yourself. You dont know the lengths id go for you. I know you're sick. I've always known. But why are you pushing me away for things that are not in our control? love is not easy. This is painful. And yet here we are. I know you think you're holding me back.I know you think letting me go is the best thing to do for the both of us. But let me have the choice to stay. I want to love you. I want to cherish you. Being able to love you has been the greatest blessing. Please dont take that away from me. I love you. More than you could ever know. I love you beyond all the universes and all the words that could ever express. I love you more than life itself. I love you. I hope we're still together when i get this back. I know we will be.I'm not giving up on you.