A letter from Aug 16, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Does it get any better? How's college? Is life treating you well now? It's been 28 days since your first love, Joanna, broke up with you. Have you gotten better? Does it get any lighter? Did you get back together or are you now coming to terms with what used to be? I have so many to ask. So much to ask, but I wouldn't want you, myself, a year from now, to remember all the memories you had with her. You'd understand, right? Why I'm asking all this. At this point of time I'm the most vulnerable. She left us without saying anything. Do you still look for her in every little thing you do? Do the songs still remind you of her? Do you still wish her well despite all those? We dream of being a psychologist. Do you still dream of being one? Have you gotten started with your dream? I wish you do. I know you do. Has anything changed? Are you doing better now? I love you, self. I wish you well. Don't disappoint me from the past, got it? I hope you love yourself and you feel more worthy now.