A letter from Aug 15, 2024

Dear Future Rizal, I hope you are not in the state I am in right now, I want you to achieve everything you ever wanted in life, I feel so Depressed, I got no Freedom to do the things I want to do but till the time you receive this letter, I hope you achieve something that you are proud of, and I want your Birthdays to be Happening and not Sad, I have cried enough in the past and I don't want you to cry anymore, I never got the love I was looking for and I don't know what will happen in future but I wish you have the mental peace which is lacking in me right now, time passes very fast and you won't realize what you have lost until you lose it so take every step carefully and don't repeat the mistakes I did, I want you to have so much fun and please don't marry too soon, take your time, enjoy every aspect of life, you will come across so many people in life, some will come just to teach you a lesson and some will stay forever, and since forever isn't forever, have fun till whenever, do whatever Nashe you wanna do but stay safe and don't **** around please I have done that enough, and it leads you nowhere, I am currently in the state where I have no hopes with life, I feel so lonely even though i am surrounded with alot of people, i never wanted to live such a life but i am trying and Life is not easy but i know you will come up with something interesting, i have high hopes with you Rizz, i know you can't change the past and even i can't but I want you to focus on your present and future, I love You and whenever you feel low remember you have gone through alot so that you can be there where you are right now, Happy Birthday Rizal❤️