Happy 19th birthday!!

Dear FutureMe, I officially turned 18 today!! I don't feel like an adult, I feel like I'm mentally 13. I'm scared for what the demon lord has in store for me as so far, 2024 gave me a very rough start, but I'm thriving in some shape and form. There's a few things I wanted to talk about, as well as some questions for you to answer. Let's start off with my love life; In January, me and Dylin broke up: After we broke up, two guys come out of the blue interested in me (I think). First guy was interested in me immediately after we broke up, and the second guy went to the same middle school as us, but we didn't start talking to them until the end of grade 12. Never really thought that I could be the rizzler to be honest. Well, I know the first guy likes me, but the second one, I'm not sure. But, the question of if I even like any of them? I'm kinda interested in the second guy, but I'm not ready to be in a relationship yet though. For my future self, do you still like the second guy? (If you know who I'm talking about) if so, do you guys still talk to each other or are you guys in a relationship? and if not, are you interested in someone else? Although I didn't graduate this year, I hope that you will be able to succeed in the future; If you ever feel sad or like a failure, just know your past self always believed in you!! I'm proud that i'm still alive and thriving as I am. I'm going back to Thurber September 3rd, which I'm not too excited about. I hated everyone in my grade, but I also hate the people in the grades below; Everyone here are so ******* annoying I actually want to **** myself. I'm planning on getting my schedule changed, but I have Math 30-1 first semester, and then I have social 30-2 and math 30-2 second semester. Hopefully, it's not going to be a pain in the ***. Onto questions, how were those classes, what grades did you get in each class? How was the Diploma for Social and Math 30-1? Are they hard? As for what I want to do in the future, I changed my mind very last minute (as you know). Instead of being a nurse, I want to be a meteorologist! To achieve this, I need to pass math 30-1, preferably an 80% (or higher); Once I'm out of high school, I'll apply to RDP to do physics, since I didn't do physics before; I'll take a gap year and save up, then apply to the University of British Columbia (or UofA) for my bachelor in atmospherical sciences: and the rest is history. Hopefully I'll be able to stay on course as much as I can. As for questions; Although you'll be receiving this in exactly a year, how much have you achieved? If you changed your mind on what you wanted to do, what do you want to do, and why did you change your mind? As of July, I've gotten right back into anime. A few months back, I watched NANA, and oh my god, it's so good. I love NANA with all of my heart; Even as a 17 year old girl living in her own world, that anime hit me hard. I related to Hachi the most; she's a helpless romantic believing that she is unwilling of love. Takumi on the other hand, F that guy! I hate him with all of my might. Nothing more needs to be said other than I hope he has a live execution. I also got back in Naruto. It's a key part of what got me into anime in the first place. Right now, my favorite characters are Neji, Rock Lee, Itachi and Kakashi; All of them are so fine and I love them sm <3 I also got back into Saiki K; It's one of the best comedy animes out there! I've also gotten into reading; Rihanna brought me some books from her house that I was able to keep. As of right now, I'm reading "Mindfulness" by Ellen J. Langer, and it's pretty good so far: I've only read the introduction and Chapter 1 so far; Hopefully, I will be able to finish reading all of the books given to me: Maybe around 5 or 6 books by the end of the year. I got into reading fanfictions at the beginning of summer break, but I read less fanfictions in August (probably because there's no good ones). For questions, What are you interested in now? Did I complete my challenge of reading 5 - 6 books? I've written everything I wanted to say to you! Hopefully you read without complaining about how long it is; I'm learning how to be a peace with my mind, and the best way of doing it is by writing to my 19 year old self. Thank you for taking the time to read my letter to you; I just wanted to remind you that you are doing an great job and to know that you are loved <3 I hope that my future self is a better version of who I am today! Talk to you next year! Best Regards, sami :)