A letter from Aug 11, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I just woke up in my boyfriend’s bed, slightly hungover and feeling loved but also wistful. I am wondering what my life will look like exactly one year from now since I feel as though life keeps changing rapidly. I wonder if I will still be in this relationship or single. I wonder if I will be working at a law firm like intended or somewhere different due to unforeseen circumstances. I suppose this is a form of anxiety manifesting the day before my birthday but all of those wonderings do not come from a place of fear. It all comes from curiosity and nothing more. I want to feel happy and healthy, that’s all I ask for. I want to be full of love that it spills out to everyone around me. I want to make a home of myself for myself because I’m the only one that’s ever been there for me. I will always pick myself back up and I will always love myself for my journey. I feel blessed, I am blessed, now let’s put that to use.