A letter from Aug 11, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I've realized what I have done and taken for granted. I wasted those times where my Ina was still strong and could've been enjoyed life with me. I ignored her thinking she's a nuisance and even did her bad because of my uncontrollable anger. She raised me up and what I have returned is causing her stress and more. Akala ko makakabawi na ako sa'yo after natin makalabas ng hospital. I wished I have been understandable like my Mom. Even all the bad deeds that you and your favorite child have caused her, she still remain resilient and forgiving kasi ikaw na lang daw ang nanay niya. Her reason? You raised and bore her. I love you, Ina. I may not have done a lot of great stuff to you, but I still hope you'll forgive me po. I'll miss you.. Sana magkita pokayo ng kaibigan ko po diyan and ng Ama. He's probably waiting for you there po. There's no longer pain and suffering, tapos na po ikaw dun kami na po bahala dito. I hope you'll guide and help us here kasi after mo po mawala nagkakalabo-labo na ang mga anak mo. My aunts finally revealed their intentions and desires. Again, I love you, Ina. Love ka namin ni Mommy.... Home feels different now that you're not here anymore. The band is currently playing Walang Kapalit by Rey Valera (and I'm currently crying) August 11, 2024, 8:08 PM