A letter from Aug 10, 2024

Hey me... You're 18 now, aren't you? How are you doing?? I'm typing this from the summer I went back to 36kg after gaining all that weight. It's been boring, we haven't gone out much and mummy and daddy keep bothering me about the ed. Are you still struggling with food? Are you still depressed? Please don't tell me you've gained because you'd be a disappointment if you have. I've worked SO hard pls tell me you've maintained. Did you make new friends in college or are we still friends with the others?? I'm so curious. I hope college was easy.. I can't really imagine what you'd be doing rn lmao probably struggling. Are you? Idk how to end this tbh but happy birthday. Even if you feel alone, misunderstood, unloved, I am here. It's always been us, hasn't it? We're all we need. Keep fighting.