A letter from Aug 08, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Welcome to your first day of high school rain. I believe you’ll have a wonderful year hopefully. Im so proud of everything you went through. It’s been a long summer as of right now. I have cramps at the moment but it’s nothing serious. It’s currently 5:34 am. I should sleep soon but I’m doing this. It’s funny how things end up. I always wanted someone to love me but I kept pushing others away. To the lover girl who wanted a man who didn’t even acknowledge you. “ It's been over 64 days. I truly did love him. He never loved me back. Please. I beg of you. Truly just give me one chance. I felt like a new person with you. You made me happy. Yet was everything we ever did in vain, you lead me on. Please.....” Move on please, it’ll be better for both of us. Focus on school this year. 4 more years until you graduate too so don’t forget that. We want to be perfect this year. Our succession holds it. Your confession to ayoob. “ In the 10 months we've known each other. I know we're just friends, but if you're willing to l want to become more than that. Although I was ignorant when we first started talking you looked passed that. I hope that you would give me a chance. You might know my own IRL name or not I don't think I know your's either but I want a chance for us to know each other better. If it doesn't work out I wish for us to continue being friends. Your voice makes me smile. Anytime you spend just acknowledging me makes me so grateful I met you. And although we only became friends because we both are friends with Tyler I hope you don't see me as another girl thats clingy. Even though our timezones are different I wanna be there for you for anything that happens in your life. I want to hear you vent about your problems to me. I want to support you through things. Please consider us just a bit more than friends.” Leave it behind you please. “In adventuring, as in business, you always have to seize the opportunity while it's there. Believe me, when I say this, opportunities don't remain forever. And we shouldn't depend on luck to knock on our door and provide better options.” Although not the quote Mx jaye gave us. We try our best with everything “If you make a promise, you keep it, if you make a mistake, you apologize. And if you give someone a dream, you defend it to the end.” – Childe This one is the one she wrote to us though. Save up money. Invest or whatever we need to start early with trying to save up for a car. Although splurge on cons and have fun still. Keep a fresh mind set. I expect you to keep this schedule 6:45- wake up 6:50-shower 7:00- get everything needed ready 7:15- make sure everything is good to go 7:30 get ready to go to school (you can’t be late ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧) 7:45- you’ve arrived at school!! 3:00-after school start on homework while waiting 4:00- help out at the restaurant and finish up home work 5-8 try getting off the phone! 8:30- arrive home take shower again and wash hair if needed! 9:00- rest easy and finish up anything needed and remember to eat! 10:30- go to sleep!! You prob need it. Find something that truly motivates you. I also heard the new Dr stone season is coming out soon!!!! Give a honest review!!! It’ll be so cute. Buy stuff for the kaveh shrine and get melatonin. it was good writing. This felt like a nice vent so sorry if i wrote too much. I don’t get to do this much. I want to say thank you before I go. I started this at 5:34 am. It’s funny now cause it’s 5:48. Getting out I wanted to say makes me feel nice. Healing apart of myself. Please make it to 2040. That letter is still waiting for us. Don’t **** yourself . Live for us both ‘Titania’.