A letter from Aug 08, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hey, I hope things are good. How’s Darby, He doing alright? What about dad, you keepin an eye on him? Make sure he don’t crash his atv again. Listen, I know things were rough in 9th grade, and tenth grade might’ve been rough as well. But 11th is a big deal. So pace yourself, don’t let things build up and overwhelm you. Talk with dad, and try to be more positive. And most importantly, Don’t. ****. It. Up. Anyways, you get that cow yet? I hope she’s everything we could’ve wanted. Another thing, keep reading your Bible, I doubt you haven’t stopped but just keep going, your relationship with the Lord is the most important thing. But you already know this. And another thing, it’s ok to talk about things, it’s ok to cry and feel sad. Just if you do it in a healthy way. Idk if you did it again, but don’t stay up till the *** crack of dawn crying, don’t starve yourself. And please don’t relapse. You’re gonna be ok, I promise. Once school is over you won’t be as stressed. And hopefully things will go together as God intended. Oh and I have to ask… did we get a boyfriend yet? Oooooooooooh. Nah I’m just joking. I doubt we did. I hope we did get into weight lifting, because I have a feeling that’ll really help with our confidence and self esteem, hopefully it’ll help us with our body and maybe joining the team will help as well. And btw if we did get a boyfriend, make sure he’s good. Make sure he’s a true man of god, and he doesn’t just want ***. Also make sure he’s a country man. Please. I need a Rick grimes as my husband. But either way I’m sure we’ll find someone when we start working at the station. How are those boots? I hope you’re actually wearing them. I doubt you’re not though. I hope we haven’t changed much. Except get more country lol. Oh and also, I hope you didn’t start talking to Katie again. If you did, drop the dumbass blonde ***** please. The way she wronged us and our family is insane, in fact I hope you punched her not gonna lie. But I doubt you went back to her. I think as far as going back to old friends and **** we’re doing pretty good don’t you think? Atleast from my standpoint. But hey, at the end of the day, we are Christian and we do need to forgive them for what they’ve done. That being said, we don’t need to actively talk to them as a friend. Just forgive them in our hearts, yknow. But speaking off the record, I say first chance you get, beat her ******* ***. I know it’s bad but I’m beefing hard with her right now. Anyways, you start driving yet? How’s that going for ya, you better have not crashed, dumbass. Also if you can. Try to get a truck. Don’t have to be nice or big, but like a pickup yknow. A square body or something, please don’t get like an suv though. Please. Oh and hey you still obsessing with walking dead, I hope so. If you haven’t already get amc+ for the love of god so we can watch the spin-offs. I NEED to watch them. Also, I doubt you will, but just in case. Don’t get back into jrotc please. That class stressed us out so much, even if you think it will, it won’t be worth it. You’re not going into the military, and chief and msg are dickwads who need to get their head out their *** and quit bossing teenagers around like they own you. Alright man I think that’s it. And hey, again, it’s ok to be sad. Just don’t make it unhealthy, ok? I promise we’ll get out of this soon. Just keep working at it. We’re improving, just slowly. But these things take time yknow. And besides, you have your atv, your dad, your dog and your stuffed animal. And don’t forget Rick and Daryl. But that’s different lol. But you have all of them to help you. Talk to dad, ride your atv to calm your mind when it’s wandering, hug your dog and scout. It’ll help. Honest. But I love you dude, don’t stop, you’ll make it. It’ll all be worth it in the end. Oh and hey, won’t you get out of your comfort zone every once in a while if you haven’t already. Try new things man. Let’s build up that confidence yknow? Alright I’m done, truly I am lol. Ok, have a good birthday, give future dad, darby and scout a kiss for me. And give Seamus some pettins as well. Love you dude.