A letter from Jul 10, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi to me in 1 and a half years. Are you still obsessed with zb1? they disbanded, today. im obsessed, they make me so happy. im tired. school and dance was tiring, but now its over. summer is really fun. please dont push yourself too hard, it gets tiring. you're good enough, i know it. i didnt move up to level 4 so im really sad, but ill work harder, i know it. i've always wanted to write a book, how is that going? is school ok? nave and stuff? grades aren't everything, please remember that. i had an anxiety attack today. dance was really fun. i really like my life, but my screentime is alot. i really like kpop, like i said earlier. i also really like reading books, i finished reading the twisted series by ana huang. im going to read the king of sin series next, maybe haunting adeline. its all romance, my favorite genre. again, please dont push yourself, its tiring, and you know it. you are good enough. if someone tells you that you are pretty, THEN YOU ARE PRETTY. if someone compliments you, ACCEPT THE COMPLIMENT, ITS NOT THAT HARD. dont say "no no no" say THANK YOU. dont force yourself to do things you dont want to do anymore. i just realized, when you get this email, manong will be in college. manang will be in 11th grade. soon, i will be at the house alone with only mom and dad. thats sad. i love my family, even if they get on my nerves sometimes. they are my family after all, parents will get mad, parents will nag you, and parents will be annoying. but deep down, they really care for you. nowadays, they seem really stressed about work and finances and i feel bad. siblings will nag you, but its the same. they just want the best for you. eeeh, im doing a solo next season! 2 group dances and a SOLO! yay, im excitedddddd. my friends right now are constance, ameenah, kyley, lydia, jaslin, and hailey. but hailey doesnt want to be my friend anymore, but thats her decision. im thinking of going to NYU or UCLA for college. i also might do running start. decisions decisions. i love my 2 dogs charlie and reese SO SO SO SO MUCH. they make my day and they are so fun to hang out with and cuddle with. im not ready for them to die. i believe in God and Jesus, but im not doing enough to get closer to them. i feel bad. i will work harder towards that. ugh, who got elected for president, an old man with 20+ felonys, or an even older man that cant function? i have to go now, but please dont give up. you got this, believe in yourself. get enough sleep. push through, i know you're strong. i know it. you got this. i love you, and many other people do as well.