A letter from Aug 07, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hey, right now you are currently writing this at 10:06 pm at night crying wondering why your even alive if so many bad things are happening to you and why is life so hurtful and draining. I hope that from 1 year from now your life is so much better, family wise, friendship wise, and relationship wise. I hope that you finally realized how much you are worth and you just overall don’t feel worthless. I hope you found someone that makes you feel loved, appreciated, respected, worth more than a million, cared for, and more. Right now i’m honestly so over life. I feel like my family doesn’t love me at time. I feel like a burden to them like i’m just some “thing” in their life that makes it harder or i’m just not a good person. I feel like absolute ****. I feel so ugly and fat. i hope by next year i lost like 30 pounds because i look disgusting. I hope you didn’t turn heartless because i feel like I’m slowly turning into someone i’m not. Well honestly i don’t think i will ever ever turn heartless, it’s just not me at all. I hope you have a car by now and driving and everything. Your going into your junior year! omg yikes a little scary i know but i know future me got this. I hope your even still alive to read this. Your 16 turning 17 in a couple months?!? WOW where did the time go. I love you so much, i know your gonna need to hear that. I’m so sorry what you’ve been through your entire life, you deserve so much better and i really hope you are doing so much better. <3