A letter from August 6th, 2024

what the **** is going on in our family?? when i was a kid i used to think oh my family is the best but well it's not. it really is one of the worst. and it's not about how they all are towards me, everyone is very good to me, it's about how they are to each other. like they don't respect each other. everyone wants to do whatever the **** the want. and dadi, oh my god i really shouldn't say this or maybe put it differently, but dadi is the root cause of all of it. between mumma papa, chachi bade bhaiya, mumma chachi, papa bade bhaiya, all relations she has ******. i hate it. i ******* hate it. i'm gonna leave this place as soon as i get the chance not because I don't get love here. because no one is ready to sacrifice anything for anyone here. it's like a ******* reality show but real life. 10 strangers living with each other for over 50 years and they still don't know each other, i hate it here. home sweet home i used to say as a kid, now that has changed to it doesn't feel like home anymore. i'm asking god to make it better, not for me for them. they people i love.