A letter from a trying time

Dear Jonathon, I fear the long winter has persisted. You would think a guy who loves winter would refrain from referring to the worst era of his adult life as "the long winter," but I'm just full of surprises like that. I'm hoping that the things I'm doing in between the time I spend pacifying myself with King of the Hill reruns and ***** Stranding will pay off. I imagine it as a snowball rolling down a hill. I created my own comedy show that has already brought a lot of joy and positivity into my life and the world. I'm applying for jobs and refining my resume. I'm doing a lot of work on my mind and mental health, too. To top it all off, I'm meeting new people and breaking out of my shell. Hopefully, these new habits and actions lift me out of this struggle. I'm erasing debts and opening my heart and mind to the world. Maybe one day, I will find my call and answer it. I don't think I'm afraid to not achieve that. Opportunity strikes all the time. I think I'm afraid that I'll answer a call, and it won't feel like my calling. Unlike previous years, I will not ask that you fix it all in a year's time. You are still Seattle AND LA's greatest Initial D Arcade Stage 3 player, no matter what. Is there even anything to fix? I just need a job and then I can afford to see my niece, the rest of my family, the Falcons, do a comedy tour, buy ***** Stranding 2, and have what I need. For now, I'll just build the man who deserves it. Love, You on 8/5/24 P.S. - call Mom this week.