A letter from Aug 05, 2024

Dear FutureMe, It’s been one year already. T was supposed to leave for his masters but his visa got denied twice. He was devastated, understandably so. I’m also quite sad. I cried for a while. Then went numb but finally found my way back to God because he’s a good God and if anyone can bring good out of this sad situation then it has to be Him. But yeah, baby said he’s still processing his feelings. I’m just here waiting for him to feel better. I’m praying for him too cos now he has debt to pay and it’s a lot but I trust God to provide. What’s the next step? I don’t know. Rn, we’re just focusing on getting through this period and start paying back. It’s so sad. He’s so sad and I’m so sad that he’s sad, that this didn’t turn out the way we planned. Regardless, God is good. God is so good and he can be trusted with our future. So that’s what I’m going to do, I’m going to trust God. With tears running down my face and deep sadness in my heart, I still choose to trust God because I believe that he is good and while this phase doesn’t feel good God will bring something good out of it. I’ll testify to that. That’s where my head is at right now. Oh, I started preparing for my Plab 2. I’m supposed to write it in January. Did I pass? Am I in the UK now? Do I like my job? Did I write MSRA? How is T now? Did we make it? I hope we did because I’d really really love to do life with him. Anyway, I hope you never forget that no matter how rough life gets, God can be trusted. God is good and always will be. May my life remain a testament of his unchanging goodness