A letter from Aug 05, 2024

Dear FutureMe, This is probably one of our last interactions lmao. And since it is ig its time to finally be honest with you. I love you. I always have, since you gave me that chance 2 years ago. I love everything about you, your eyes, your goofy laugh, your beautiful smile, your gentle touch, and your thoughtful words. I never lost feelings for you no matter what i said or did and that fact just hurt. I could **** a hundred girls but wont feel **** near satisfaction i felt when we held hands that one time. It isn't fair. You put in no effort and yet i find myself repeatedly coming back to you, hoping that this time it'll be different, it never is. Currently we're watching 500 days of summer together, and im confident by the time you are seeing this, you have gotten your awards, and i'd just like to tell you that im infinitely times proud of you. You've had such a huge impact on my life over these years and i love you. Over these years i never found the words to say " I wish that it was me, I wish that you saw in me what i saw in you." Unfortunately now i do, and its far too late. I've watched you grow over the years and nurture your talent, but unfortunately long distance friendships cannot be nurtured. However, you were my first love and i never plan on forgetting you, the loml, idikos.