A letter from Aug 02, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi cutie :) you just got back from Italy. This is the last day of your stay with grandma before you go home. I’m sure you remember what a silly crazy trip it was. It was hard, but you made it through. It hurts to read these and see how hard of a time you were having. Not to say that I’m doing 100% amazing rn. Honestly I don’t think we’ll ever get over this eating disorder man. Sorry crazy transition but it’s on my mind because of the trip. While it was amazing, I spent a lot of it worrying about how I looked, how much I was eating, stressing about not having a scale. It’s rough out here. Hope that you’re doing better with this. I feel more secure as a performer after the trip which is nice! I enjoyed my scenes and I feel like my voice really grew. Feeling some fomo about going to such a small school and not having a ton of performance opportunities, but it’s too late to transfer so it is what it is. As always, I hope you’re happy and content :) Love, Nat