A letter from Aug 02, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I have some self-realizations for you. Sometimes, I think I'm a quitter. But then I realize, I have a valid excuse for that. I prepare well, even though I doubt my capabilities. Deep within my subconscious, I know I've worked hard. But in that same place, I've exhausted my energy on preparation, leaving none for the aftermath. That's why I need to succeed in one go. When I fail, I see it as a sign from the universe that some things aren't meant for me, and it's time to move on. I don’t know if it’s a toxic trait or one that benefits me in the long run. From your one year younger self.