A letter from Jul 31, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Yesterday was my birthday, and I felt a profound sense of loneliness. Only a few people wished me well, and only my two sisters posted a photo with me. It made me reflect on how I might have contributed to this solitude by not wishing others a happy birthday and not engaging much in social interactions. I tend to prefer being at home, focusing on my studies and career aspirations. My goal is to build a successful career, enhance my skills, and secure a high-paying job to support my family, including my parents and sisters. In the next 5 to 10 years, I aim to realize my dreams, have a stable and prosperous life, and start my own family. The absence of any girl wishing me a happy birthday this year was particularly disheartening. I hope that by next year, I will have made new friends, rekindled old relationships, and met a girl who loves me. Most importantly, I wish to be on the right path for a successful career, with a solid foundation and financial stability, to begin building a family. While my big family didn’t reach out, my small family – my father, mother, and sisters – remain my pillars of support, and I cherish them deeply. This year has marked significant progress: I graduated from college and completed a major chapter of my life. I now have the freedom to pursue my goals without the pressures of school, setting my own deadlines and working towards my dreams. Although I don't have a job yet, I am optimistic about finding one or possibly pursuing a master's degree abroad. Winning a 50% scholarship to the University of Nottingham was a dream come true, though it was also a bit heartbreaking not to fully achieve my goal. I remain hopeful for next year and trust that I will get what is best for me according to Allah’s plan. I also wish to return to my prayers and strengthen my connection with my faith. As I look forward to next year, I hope to be in a better situation, with improved circumstances. Should I wish for more people to remember my birthday or strive to be resilient and confident, finding happiness and strength even if no one wishes me well? My greatest wish is that, when you read this message next year, you are studying abroad and embracing new opportunities, having left Egypt to pursue your dreams. Wishing you growth, love, and success. May you find the strength to stay happy and confident, regardless of the external circumstances. Take care,