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Dear FutureMe,
So I wanna cry but the tears aren't coming. It's just I feel like I have had so many bad days and lessons and I finally am ready for a serious long-term relationship that will last very long with a man from my age. I have prayed so much and made so many lists about what I want him to look like and how I want him to threat me but none of it came out. I feel like I am never going to meet my one and true love who literally is the manly version of me and loves me more than he loves himself. A few days ago I cried in the bathroom because of it. It hurts like hell to see couples cuddle and kiss in public. I wish I had that but maybe I am gonna stay a hopeless romantic forever who will never find her Surinamese true love and who will never have a love story.
God, why can't there just be a nice single guy, who is around my age, lives in the same city as I do, smells delicious, is thoughtful, loyal, honest, has a beard, darker skin than I do, has been in abusing relationships before, has a low bodycount, is careful with touching, likes to get a little touchy(holding hands, putting his hand on my shoulder), believes in true love, kisses me softly,is an overthinker and overlover, believes that love is hard work, loves to talk a lot and is very intrested in my stories, is very romantic(loves to hold my hand and surprise me with gifts), I am his favorite person and sometimes he says that, loves to take pictures together, wears glasses just like I do, want to be together for over 55 years, when we fight it's about the subject not about eachother, has been mentally and physically abused and tells me about it, loves cuddles and kisses, adores me, compliments me, want to live together but not to marry because of all the costs, doesn't want to have kids but does want to travel the world, remembers every detail about me and our anniversaries. Maybe that's to much to ask. Anyway,I have to be awake very early because I have to work tommorrow, so hopefully I didn't annoy you
Love you,Bye
So I wanna cry but the tears aren't coming. It's just I feel like I have had so many bad days and lessons and I finally am ready for a serious long-term relationship that will last very long with a man from my age. I have prayed so much and made so many lists about what I want him to look like and how I want him to threat me but none of it came out. I feel like I am never going to meet my one and true love who literally is the manly version of me and loves me more than he loves himself. A few days ago I cried in the bathroom because of it. It hurts like hell to see couples cuddle and kiss in public. I wish I had that but maybe I am gonna stay a hopeless romantic forever who will never find her Surinamese true love and who will never have a love story.
God, why can't there just be a nice single guy, who is around my age, lives in the same city as I do, smells delicious, is thoughtful, loyal, honest, has a beard, darker skin than I do, has been in abusing relationships before, has a low bodycount, is careful with touching, likes to get a little touchy(holding hands, putting his hand on my shoulder), believes in true love, kisses me softly,is an overthinker and overlover, believes that love is hard work, loves to talk a lot and is very intrested in my stories, is very romantic(loves to hold my hand and surprise me with gifts), I am his favorite person and sometimes he says that, loves to take pictures together, wears glasses just like I do, want to be together for over 55 years, when we fight it's about the subject not about eachother, has been mentally and physically abused and tells me about it, loves cuddles and kisses, adores me, compliments me, want to live together but not to marry because of all the costs, doesn't want to have kids but does want to travel the world, remembers every detail about me and our anniversaries. Maybe that's to much to ask. Anyway,I have to be awake very early because I have to work tommorrow, so hopefully I didn't annoy you
Love you,Bye
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