A letter from Jul 27, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I was wondering. Did I ever join a volleyball team, like I wanted to? Or did I go to any try-outs? I've always wanted to do a sport. Many of my classmates used to do sports, and I've always felt envious. Envious, because I knew I wouldn't be able to get into any sport and actually keep myself up because of my weight. Even though in the moment I'm writing this letter, I lost quite a good amount of weight due to barely eating and actually working out a bit (from 92 kilograms to now 72). I'm afraid I'm too late to join. It's not like I'm good at it. I have no experience at such. But I want to try. To try my best at volleyball. I want to be passionate about something. Even though I like drawing, and I also play an instrument, I don't feel like they're something I'm passionate about. I've always been picking my hobbies from trends, to try to fit in. It never worked. Volleyball somehow sounded like me. I've been considering it since 2021, but I didn't really brought it up to anyone, because I was too overweight for my age to even compete. But now that I'm in better shape, I want to try. So please, tell me, future me, did I make it?