A letter from Jul 25, 2024

Dear Senior Jack, 2 years have past. I am in doubt regarding my future. If I choose to be a merchant mariner, it maybe worth it, but I will lose the opportunity to enjoy in my 20s, if I get into a civillian college, firstly it wouldn't be without cost. Father would have to bear a heavier burden. Secondly, while in college I would have little or no money. Thirdly, what I am thinking of (socializing, building relationships, dating women and having a great *** life) may or may not be as I would have wanted it to be. Here in school, I am trying to learn conversing, body language, facial expressions, etc for my *** life. I am trying to learn other things too like Muay Thai, etc. I am also trying to learn the art of lying, (machiavellianism) you know. I may have found mentors for me. You know, Farhan, Aditya , maybe they could help me. If I want to be an entrepreneur, I don't know if I would want to be one. Or should I be an employee? What about money, *** life, partying? I don't know how many relationships you were in, how's your *** life, what about your career, etc. Keep learning, learning never ends, I know you would call me, "You're a ******* idiot!" And not wanna talk to me or read my message, its how I feeled during a message from 2022 which I read a while back. But you should not forget you are in your position because this idiot was your past gained knowledge and experience and delivered this to you. Being that said, I am gonna ask you a few questions: 1. What are you gonna do in your next 6 months, 2 years? 2. As people say, you are protesting against it, let time come, you will stand for it, have you got a better reason to stand for it, ex - marriage, having single committed relationships, fighting masturbation, etc? 3. Do you excersize daily? Because honestly I don't. 4. Do you value learning? 5. How much have you socialized or how many mentors have you got? Because I think I got many from whom I learn. 6. How is the machiavellian Sohali doing? And his brother Asif? 7. What do you think of Hacking and Cybersecurity? 8. What do you think of the ESBI, and the BI Triangle? 9. Have you audited your current financials? 10. Are you desperate to be drunk? Are you in severe depression? Because I am not, and I don't want to be depressed. 11. Are you okay, mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually? 12. Are you into hookups? Is that what you recommend to your juniors according to your beliefs and not the regular societal words. 13. What about family? 14. Are you dealing with some machiavellians? Think twice if not thrice. Many people wear masks, and in today's world the mask could be from Zara, Nike, etc. 15. How much ounces of silver and gold you currently own? Finally, if any or my current good values remain in you, keep learning, chase your dreams, i.e. chase the horizon, when you start panting, please go to a quiet place in nature and enjoy alone. It will cure you emotionally. Remember I was screwed up 2 years ago, I am screwed up now, I know you are screwed up too. Embrace your strengths and accept your insecurities and try to be the man you would want to be. As always I am leaving my blood and soul to you ;) Never be sad, always remember I am with you and I will always be with you. Always by your side, Young Jack. PS: Congratulations on your 18th birthday. You are finally officially certified to have ***. Hope you celebrate it with whisky, and **** girls, that is if you can.