A letter from Jul 22, 2024

Whats good. I take it by this time you’ve graduated already. meaning we’re finally considered adults. It’s crazy to think about honestly. I know me, and i know i didn’t magically become prepared in 8 or so months. Are you still scared? Right now, i’m honestly really scared. I don’t know what our future holds, and i don’t exactly have a play by play plan on what to do. Anyways, i’m getting sidetracked. I’m sure you’ll have it figured out. We’re strong, I believe that God will guide us down the right path. We’ve been through a lot. And by the time you see this, we’ll probably have gone through more. Right now, i’m still thinking about Jaylie. I’m scared to think about how that situations gonna look by the time you see this 😭 Maybe we don’t talk again since sending you this, which honestly wouldn’t surprise me too much. I wonder if she texts on my birthday. As much as i want her to, I sort of hope she doesn’t, cause I know i’d fold. But I don’t think she would, especially considering I didn’t text her on hers, as much as I wanted to. I still really care for her but it’s obvious she has a lot of growing to do. And right now, I do too. I still really care about her you know. There’s a lot of things I wish I did differently. A part of me wish i’d stayed, but I think leaving was the right choice. It doesn’t make it feel any better though yk? Still, I just want the best for her, and I want the best for me too. Despite all the odds, we’ve pushed through. We made it through every bad day, every heartache, and every situation we thought we’d never make it through. And that’s what we’re gonna continue to do. Your the future me. No matter how things are right now, just now i’m proud of you for making it this far. You pushing through. Your gonna be great. You got the whole world to see. As long as we have faith, there’s nothing we can’t do. I wonder if you fell for some girl this year. I wonder if you got your heart broke again 😭 If you did, just know you’ll get over it with time, just like we did the last few times. I hope I’ve grown and changed A good bit you know. I’m gonna stay consistent with the gym, grow my hair out, get right with god, and try to be the best version of myself. Congratulations to all the homies too. I’m so proud of all of them, and I know it’s about time for us to go off on our own life journeys and such but they made my high school experience as good as it could’ve been. I love my friends fr fr. I hope nothing drove us apart since writing this. And if it has, just remember how close we were when writing this and reach out. Try to make it right. Hoping that’s not the case though. I hope you got laid btw. If not it’s cool I guess but yk… Game is game. honestly I don’t know where I was going with this. I don’t even know if it’s gonna go through. All I know is, whatever life’s gonna throw at us, I promise we can handle it. Keep our family safe. I love you twin, no diddy. Congratulations gang, you’ve come a long way. Now lets handle business 🫡 -Better version of you (**** *****)