A letter from Jul 20, 2024

Dear FutureMe, As much as I'd like to deny it, I think I have done some rlly ****** mistakes-..actually I'd say regrets. So I'm just curious does it rlly get better? I rlly hope it does, I'm sick of having this feeling of worry that everything will go wrong if I allow myself to be happy. But nevermind that, I rlly hope that I do get over my stupid fears and message them . I don't want to end things with them ,srsly hanging out with them felt like living like the song "tounge tied". Something one of them introduced me to as well, pretty skibdi isn't it. Also do I actually improve myself AND HOPEFULLY I SWEAR GET A HUGE GLOW UP I SWEAR CUZ I NEED THAT SO BAD RIGHT NOW. I swear does future me or like you?(..ig that's how you'd say it right?) stop procrastinating and actually achieve my dreams because I swear I or you better. and if we're still being a failure which I rlly hope not, take this email as a reminder to pls ******* start actually doing much better.We have so much dreams, that I just walk around my room fantasying about that I actually want to live out. Because rlly there is no second chance, maybe a second life but not as "us us" yk? SO IM BEGGING YOU OR ME? DONT SCREW UP AND GET AHOLD OF URSELF AND LITERALLY GLOW UP IN EVERYHTING! cuz like atp I really do wanna improve yk. I wanna stop collecting regrets and instead start living out amazing memories. I(or we) have so much dreams & ambitions I wanna achieve so please don't screw up and work hard. For now I'm gonna try and be so much better as well, so when you see this email instead of crying because you didn't do ****. You'll smile and maybe (hopefully) feel a the satisfying feeling of fulfilment because you've improved so much, ur literally living our dream atp. The dreams we spend pacing around our room hoping they become reality. And that dream is one that never ends, but only continues to get better:). so yeah that's pretty much it,. see u soon future me -2024, 21st Jul, 8:49am me.