A letter from Jul 17, 2024

Dear FutureMe,  HI OMG THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST TIME NA MAGSULAT ULIT. A LOT HAPPENED IN THE PAST FEW MONTHS/YEARS, like FR. This is a story of your hoe phase Sophia, I hope you're alr tired doing shts in life 💋
Rian and I broke up. After that we tried giving it a chance but it didn’t work out since ayoko na rin talaga. After all of that, I entered my hoe phase HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. I downloaded yubo ‘cause I really got curious and bored. I really enjoyed it cuz marami ako nakaka-match and nakakausap. 
My first guy was Mhero, he’s rich, cute, and he got the face but sadly we didn’t work out cuz ang boring niya kausap. ( I ghosted him 😂 ) 
AND THEN THERE WAS RAF OMG - the sweetest, If we worked out I feel like he’s the one ( oa ), but still we didn’t cuz he ghosted me, idek why, kinda glad actually cuz he didn’t have the face 😔. he calls me by my name and sweetie likeeee who wouldn’t melt !! ( he’s fil but he lives in saudi ) 
OKAY MIEL WAS THE ROLLER COASTER ONE - we lasted for idk, months?? cuz at first he’s really funny like we talk and talk, to the point his friends know me and story me on his dump acc 😭. but that’s it, as it goes on, nagiging boring na, just updates and shts nalang napag-uusapan namin, and then he got busy sa sports niya and palagi rin sila may plans ng friends nila so I ended it and then he didn’t reply so I was GHOSTED. we stayed being mutuals on our socmeds so I can still see his stories and posts, some of his posts are patama sa ‘kin na he misses me 😭 LIKE FR, he also mentioned me on that post like WTF !! so tapang, and then he’s replying to my notes on ig to get my attention and he succeeded so we did talk through notes until he dmed me. CUT THE STORY SHORT we DID TRY IT AGAIN but then it did’t work out cuz he ghosted me AGAIN LIKE WTH !! that’s was my last straw and then a couple of weeks he started soft launching someone 😂 before 2024 entered, I cut our ties on socmeds except on tiktok 😅😅. ANG HABA OMG I TOLD U - A ROLLER COASTER RIDE.
HERE'S MARK IDEK WHAT TO SAY ON THIS ONE, a roller coaster ride with a lot of high and ups situations 😂. Mark is the type of guy who says that he's healed and shts from his traumas but deep inside it still haunts him. At first I really don't feel anything abt him I just see him as my older brother cuz actually he's older than me, but then I developed some feelings from him until he confessed that he likes me and he wants to take care of me and protect me from all the shts that are happening to me. He's really that man !! But then of course, it's not perfect cuz he's that taong bahay type of person and I'm the outgoing one and on that thing we didn't click, plus he wants something serious while me - I'm scared to commit and he also gone cold like I don't understand why. CUT THE STORY SHORT, we didn't work out because of that, we didn't ended in good terms and then after a few weeks he messaged me saying sorry and shts, WE DID TRY IT AGAIN 😔 but again it didn't work out hahaha... because we really don't click at all and AGAIN we ended in bad terms.
got so much to tell but tinatamad na 'ko. see ya in the future 💋