A letter from 16 years old self

Dear FutureMe, I hope you receive this letter. Happiest 18th birthday! Hey how are you?:› How's shs(g12) life? I hope you're doing well in your studies. Hope na you still feel comfortable even if Althea or Sean's not around with you anymore. Sino seatmate mo ngayon? Sana d madaldal AHHAHAHAHA Hope d ka pa rin disappointed na d ka naka move schools ha, cheer up! Cheer up okay? Don't pressure yourself too much. Focus on your health. Sana d ka na nahihimatay ha or biglang sugod na sa bahay or hospital! Get better if ganon parin. How's our relationship with Sean? Umabot ba sa 2 year anniversary? Uy sana naman AHAHHAHA wag papabuntis ha, bad yan Always make him happy ha, sana both of you are still in good terms. I love him so much. Did he change na ba? Or is he still the sean i know? Anyways, how's life beside shs life? How are you? I know you're always going through a lot right now with all the family problems, mental health and school life but i assure you, everything will all be worth it soon. Everything will be okay. Keep your heads up, think positive. There's always a solution to everything. If you feel tired, rest but don't give up, okay? I know you can do it. I know you can accomplish so many things. I believe in you always. Malayo na pero malayo pa. Sana malinis parin wrist mo. November 2023 i stopped, sana hanggang ngayon. I hope you won't commit suicide again. There's alot of people that care for you. There's a lot of things you've done aswell. So i hope that you're healthy. One last thing, I'm sorry if I've done something so stupid between these months before you receive this letter. I hope you'll ever forgive me, yourself. July 14, 2023, As i write this letter, i pray for you, my future self. I pray that you will heal yourself from all the pains you've encountered. Once again, happy 18th birthday self. I always love you.