A letter from Jul 05, 2024

Dear FutureMe, well I am 17 rn. only u know how my life is currently... I am trying JEE...its not really working out, i know i wont even qualify for mains or rather even pass in boards. I'm ******* my life up...I wanna **** myself every ******* day...its honestly sad that you are even alive right now. I am pretty sure your either worse off or sad rn. there's no chance that there is any shred of happiness for us in this life...Let me ask u something...are you happy now? or rather, are u even alive now? cause the way life's going I dont think I'm even gonna be reading this letter. did I get a gif? or anyone who actually cares about you or did they all leave u behind? How's life? I really dont know if u are happy but I hope u are. I think we deserve that. Byee