A letter from Jun 27, 2024

Dear FutureMe, everything feels so overwhelming lately and i don't know what to do but to distract myself, like watching and bet rotting hhshs i feel like time is running too fast that i can't keep up (not that i don't want to but like i just feel drained and burn out) i just graduated in hs and now im applying for college as freshie in bs nursing. idk, hindi ko naman dream course to pero parang ito lang yong nakikita ko na compatible para sa akin, aside from sa mga factors na kailangan ko tingnan before pumili and magdecide, parang mas ok na na nursing piliin ko :// pero hindi ko alam if kaya ko ba or hindi, knowing na medyo sakitin ako at soft hearted, yk may doubts pa rin ako kasi ayoko rin magsisi and mag suffer dahil sa desisyon ko na to :((( siguro tingnan ko nalang, try ko pa rin, hindi ko naman malalaman kung hindi ko susubukan diba? it's now or never! so if makita mo to or mabasa mo riyan sa future, tell me everything, kahit ano pa yan, ikwento mo lang sa akin—sa sarili mo from past/present (me) i hope that if ever tinake mo nga ang nursing is hindi ka panghinaan ng loob, trust the process lang!! proud na proud na agad ako sayo (⁠っ⁠.⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠っ if ever naman na iba ang kinuha mo, it's okay pa rin, kung saan mo feel na ron ka dapat, doon ka oki loveu sincerely yours, ver 18