A letter from Jun 24, 2024

Dear FutureMe, hi, hello so i can kinda type with all my fingers now im getting better, Hoorayyyy anyway exams are over i predict my results are average af. i didnt even bother checking the answers to the last two so i dont know how i did on them but im guessing one of them was bad af and the other was painfully average. i think you have to at some point come to terms with being mediocre, so im not too sad. the only problem is that it might (will) hinder my getting into a good college/uni. a good college being one on the other side of the planet as far away from here as possible. this is day four, or five depending on how you count, after the last exam and ive basically done a lot of nothing for most of it. my sleep schedule is worse than you can imagine like its so bad i cant even sos send help. but thats ok we'll just say i've been mentally recovering from last year. tough now that it's over i kinda don't know what to do with myself. technically theres still another exam left and its in a month but we can say we've reached the end and i can breath freely for a minute here. now that it is all over^tm, i need to start thinking about escaping this hellhole fr. i have to do a lot of scary things like socialize and network, apply for places i think i have a shot at and get a driving license. its all a little overwhelming and im scared. also asal never called. she forgot me again i guess im that forgetable. eye roll. i hope you're doing ok, aka i hope everthing goes well. love you bye saba <3