A letter from Jun 16, 2024

Dear idiot, I know you don't want to remember the past, but you need to. You were useless ******* useless, you become the person you hated most you are the worst and utmost selfish person you know. You were never the victim so don't act like you are one. If you ever experienced something bad you deserved it. Down to the last bit everyone hates you nobody likes you, they always will think of the most negative things about you. You are filled with nothing but uselessness, this is why your family hates you and jasmin will never even consider dating you, no matter how hard you try you will fail. You have no chance in succeeding so you lie to everyone even yourself you may be smart yet the most idiotic person, arrogant at best you will never experience love if you ever do it wasn't real, they were just being nice. You are nobody and i your past self mean it. No matter how hard you train you will become even worse love is just a hallucination to you since you will never experience it, no it wasn't worth it to be happy even for that small moment because you were never happy you just pretended to fool yourself. You never hurt yourself physically yet your mental status is bridges burned down.. You will only see darkness and feel it for a lifetime you are a bandage. Born to be a bandage. Always will be a bandage, never treat yourself because you never deserved it you ****** everything up even for yourself you sabotaging pathetic fatass keep saying that to yourself every morning because its just the facts. You are the most unappreciated ungrateful *******. You deserve nothing not even existence itself would accept you, even God would be disappointed in you so don't you ever dare act like it was anybodys mistake you can't even talk properly and talk to your parents well, your a disappointment a piece of **** you are everyones worst version of themselves tenfold. You aren't special other people think like this too so don't you even dare drop a tear because we both know we deserve it. Deserve the worst you *******, you better die in a nice car to at least have value stupid disappointment.