A letter from Jun 16, 2024

Dear FutureMe, ok, so... this is the first ever thing im ever writing with all ten fingers without looking at the keyboard. i practiced a bunch online and well here i am! this is actually pretty ******* hard anyway so i met asal again. the exams have been going a little too average for my liking. things arent looking too good at this point i need a ******* miracle to happen but thats besides the point. first exam was arabic after it got canceled a bunch of times and i could see asal sitting in a different classroom across from where i was sitting all the way in a different classroom. i saw her and litterally my jaw dropped i mightve gasped. that day after the exam she asked for my number and my idiot *** didnt have it memorized and didnt even think to ask for her number so that was that. now she always stands with her friends from her school in the mornings so if i wanted to talk to her again i had to catch her alone and i failed to do that and like many exams later when we finally met on the hallways she was the one to stop me. she asked for my number again and i remembered it this time. she didnt want to get in trouble by writting it on her hand so she wrote it on the wall and i even told her it was unlikely for her to remember it but she said it was fine. spoiler alert, she did forget. anyways days passed and we took some more exams without talking much and i was starting to think she regretted asking for it or maybe she was waiting for the exams to be over bc she didnt want to be distracted or sum, and honestly who asks for someones number and forgets to text them. but today she saw me after the exam asked how i was getting home and when i said imma take a taxi she said i could come with them and i snatched that opportunity like my life depended on it i didnt even hesitate to be polite i jumped in that car like it was an extreme sport. her older brother was driving and i instantly regretted all my lifes decisions. ig it was better than her dad. her dad was awful last time. yea we talked all the way and ignored her bro like he was a chauffeur or sum. a lil cringe but maybe it runs in the family sum maybe they shy. and she was sitting in the front passanger seat so that was a lil akward eye roll. but over all i give this exoiriece a six out of ten just bc im still stressing about it fr. also i gave her my number so hopefully she wont forget this time and im the one who cant be trusted to remember bombastic side eye. also mom and dad are on vacay tm and grandmas here idk why i have a ******* baby sitter at 18 like wtf i cant wait till i move out sincerely signed ur best friend ill keep u posted bye for now i didnt sleep last night and i have a coffee headache also my chair is super uncomfortable i cant write anymore much much -saba <3