A letter from Jun 12, 2024

dear future pat, how’s life? but first, what is it with u and the urge to write letters at 2-4 am???? anywayyyy i just wanted to remind u abt turning 16 yr old u incase u forgot bcos u’ll prob miss being young and funny. my favorite color is pink, i want to be a doctor (hopefully), i am as *** as a may pole (hm hm HM reference). now going onnnn, do you still like s word? or do you like i word? because i am in a crisis right nowwww, finding her romanticaly attractive is the LAST thing i want to do, and here i am, catching stupid feelings. but i know it’ll pass. right now, my mental state is pretty meh, but all is good. how about you? i hope youre much much happier. how’s being queer for you? i feel like a disgrace from time to time. i still feel like immense **** when people (esp relatives) say that good lord i didn’t turn out ***. it’s ****. and for some reason i always like girls who are either impossible to have or girls who don’t fancy girls. why am i like this? i’m getting pretty sleepy. sooo are u dating anyone? pls don’t end up pregnant!!!! do u still keep in touch with your jhs friends? i’ll get rlly mad if u aren’t. OOOOOH how is baste? and ate mek’s son? pls spoil them. spend time with them. hMmmmm, what else? i guess it’s time for the remembers and reminders portion. first of all, pls know that you are doing great, and if uve gone rouge, it isn’t too late to turn things back around. i’m giving you the tightest hug. i want to remind you that you are not your experiences unless it’s good hehehheeh, no kidding aside i hope u know that u + experiences = error. you are not less than u are bcos of the things that happened to you. i hope everything is going amazing. i love you so much. (pls end up w i no i’m kidding don’t. but maybeee??? idkkkkk she’s hust Juejjejejjehehe no i’m joking hahahahhahahhaha i should go) love, pat