A letter from Jun 11, 2024

Hi I hope you're well, since I couldn't take care of you well. It is 5.35 AM and I haven't slept. I have a proposal presentation at 10 today. I hope that goes well. I was planning to down a lot of coffee and hope for the best. I understood most of it pretty good, so I'm at least confident in that. It took me to the last, last hours to finish my presentation. I wasn't like this in the first semester, I don't know what happened to me. I am in Genta's aunt house again, today. I stayed at the bedroom with the AC for a few hours. It was actually heaven, I never understand why the air here is so suffocating. I saw an old diary of one of the daughter from 2005. She went to school in Australia. I think they lived there..? She was born in 1990, she was 14 when she wrote detailed conversations with her childhood boyfriend. I think I should feel weird snooping around people's stuff, but I don't even know her. Also, there are a lot of lighters around the house, I think it's her. There's a bunch of vape boxes. But, I suppose she deserves the smoking, she's a neurologist. She went through her degree and apprenticeship. I was planning to write this letter 2 days ago. To be honest to you, I have nothing to say, really. I watched Lovely Runner. Byeon Wooseok really hit that. I'll assume you kept up with him. I started watching My Demon literally 2 days ago, on the 9th. For no good reason, it really wasn't the time to do that. But, that's in the past now. If you haven't watched the Mononoke movie, please go find it. I saw a bunch of good anime trailers. I saw Haikyuu Dumpster Battle, that was cool. The entire time I was in the brink of crying or was just shivering. Before I left to Medan yesterday, my dad, in 2 different times told me to sleep at night. Sorry I didn't do that. It took a really long time to finish the presentation. I ordered martabak to the house, and Genta ordered kebab. We laughed. The martabak was too large, so Genta put the leftovers on a container and I moved it to the fridge. I showed Genta the puppy, and she fawned over him. I'm worried the puppy is lonely last night. I want him to grow old and big. Iin got accepted to the St. Maria middle school today. I don't know what they ate to celebrate. I had to to immediately after. I hope she'll do well in middle school. I know my parents are worried she'll turn like me. I don't think she will. I just hope she don't suffer so much. It's 5.57 AM now. I think I'll nap a little. I hope you do well, what ever it is you do. I hope you're happy. I sincerely pray that. Good bye. See you soon. Love you, take care.