A letter from Jun 11, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Every month I get this email to write to my future self, but through all these 5 years I just have written 3 letters. Today I just happened to open the email, and was reading my past letters and thinking that I should have written more, cz yoh know it feels sometimes good to be able to read what the past self wanted to say, so i decided to write something here today to my 19 year old-self. You know what I am a lot happier than before Alhamdulillah! Last year was horrific. But now everything is okay again, I just have to do one thing now and that is make as close relationship with Allah as you can. Alhamdulillah these days are good. I am working somewhat harder than before I guess, at least I am trying. You know what Tikly, I dont know whether you are able to achieve your aim or not,, but I can say whatever the result is, its good for you, trust me, its really good for you. Of course Allah has better plan than your wish/desire. And you know what this life is too small to get disappointed for something. The hereafter is the main life, make sure you are not destroying that life. And dont focus on the result. You wanna be a great "Muslim" physicist, right? You wanna kick their *** off and show them the Muslims can again regain their proud the position, right? Just believe in you true inner reasons of goals and trust on Allah that He surely gonna give you that honour oneday if your heart is pure! Whether you get a Silver medal in IPHO or just solving again a new phy problem in your table, I am proud of you just to know you have worked hard. You havent wasted a single day putting your attention to any other *****. Just you have to say me you worked hard bro. Please work hard for my sake.Still dont get hurt if you havent worked hard and wasted a while year, cz I am not scared of future right now,,, I am much scared of losing you again from the path, I am scared to think if you again get depressed, I am afraid to think you are crying. Please just dont be depressed. This is my earnest request. Time is unlimited. Once you die, theres no limit of time. Just dont just rush so much. If you are failed, well work hard again from this moment and most importantly, its just Allah who can help you! Good luck 19-year old Tikly, a love you a lot! And Heartiest Congratulations if you are successful to achieve a Silver, now prepare yourself to get a Gold!