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Dear FutureMe,
Here I am laying in my bed on a Sunday morning feeling sad. I really feel like this season of life is lonely, I mean yesterday I wrote down a list about my "perfect" partner and I just made the list so that in 50 years when I meet him and we will be close enough, I will tell him. Recently I have just been afraid that I might end up alone. You know, there are people around the world who die alone and I just am afraid that I might be one of those girls. Of course I use the trick where I think "I'm gonna marry rich, my husband is out there making much money and taking care of our future" and sometimes is works. But now I just think, God I've prayed so much, manifested so much and focused so much on what I want. Why is it not happening?It would completely make sense if I get the one this year because ever since I was 16 I had many relationships and back in 2023 I've dated so much that I figured this might be the year that I will get a boyfriend.
You know what? Maybe I should just let it all go, go with the flow and focus on what I can control
Anyway to whoever is reading this, I love you <3
Here I am laying in my bed on a Sunday morning feeling sad. I really feel like this season of life is lonely, I mean yesterday I wrote down a list about my "perfect" partner and I just made the list so that in 50 years when I meet him and we will be close enough, I will tell him. Recently I have just been afraid that I might end up alone. You know, there are people around the world who die alone and I just am afraid that I might be one of those girls. Of course I use the trick where I think "I'm gonna marry rich, my husband is out there making much money and taking care of our future" and sometimes is works. But now I just think, God I've prayed so much, manifested so much and focused so much on what I want. Why is it not happening?It would completely make sense if I get the one this year because ever since I was 16 I had many relationships and back in 2023 I've dated so much that I figured this might be the year that I will get a boyfriend.
You know what? Maybe I should just let it all go, go with the flow and focus on what I can control
Anyway to whoever is reading this, I love you <3
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