A letter from May 26, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Life doesn’t end because you’re hurting, I know we are struggling but I hope it truly gets better for us. What’s going on rn with me is dad has a tumor and mom and him are still struggling financially but we still live in Kelowna. I sometimes sit and wondering if I’ll find “my people” those people who will love and appreciate me and accept me for who I am and you know, sometimes life kicks you in the *** but I always have to remeber just to keep fighting because one day everything will be okay. I’m working at super store 😭 I want you to remeber to also keep your peace and don’t let other *** holes distort who you are in side because we’re already Brocken enough, and I’ve destroyed my self over and over again repeatedly and it’s not doing me any better. I’m starting just a little day by day be happy with life even though I just lost my “friends” but you know I have Sophia(I don’t know if we’re gonna friends by this but I love you Pookie) I sometimes sit and wonder where everything went wrong in life but you know I’ve come to terms that maybe it’s just the way life goes, the evil and good needs to be balance and at this moment it’s all the evil so that I have all the good in the near furture.i hope your doing good and I truly wish you the best,I’ll always remember how hard we fought our battles alone because we were way to worried about hurting others feelings and I’m truly proud of you for all you have accomplished in life even if it’s just the little things. I hope you officially learned to not let others walk all over us because we never deserved it and I know it and you know it. I’m truly proud of who we’re are and I hope everything is well. Love, Ciera