A letter from May 12, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I'm Lebron James, named after the famous basketball player. How are you? Now that you're 18, what do you plan in doing? Wait, let me give you a little recap about what's going on right now. We promised not to harm ourselves again but lol I failed. I'm sorry for us. I hope you're doing better than ever though. I know you are. Hehe. You're a strong person! If you're reading this, it means we made it. Okay? We went through so much. So, thank you for hanging on. I love you 18 me:) Hayz, there was never a day where we felt safe here. I hope you feel that now. I'm not going to tell you that much about our traumas bc duh I don't want you to relive those bad memories. BUT, right now, our favorite color is pink! We admire a boy named Dirk. Lol. I mean we like a lot of people but for now we're eyeing him. I always say he is smart and cute but we're not his type. I wonder if you ever made a move on him. Or maybe you have a boyfriend now? If no, just remember that we don't need no man to feel loved. YES GIRLLLLLL!!!! As I'm typing this. I'm wearing a red sando and grey shorts, with three bracelets on my wrist (excluding the cuts) We're trying so hard to survive rn and I'm trying my best to work on our grades despite me having undiagnosed adhd. I hope we're diagnosed there now! Pls girl. Go get checked up if u haven't. Make that ur goal! Hmmmm I wonder who will we end up with??? Oh, also, get your body hair waxed, removed. JUST REMOVE IT BETCH EWWWW!!! I hope we're financially stable and successful. U know how bad I want to become a star. So become a ******* blackhole *****!!! Oh and we're so stressed about that research and mapeh dance lol. It's so hot right now! Btw, how's EAC? tell me everything about what happened there lol. I'm sure ourselves would listen. OH AND WATCH EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE for me. It's our favorite movie!!! Right now we're closest with Andrei, Sean, Miggy, Mishie, Tipay, Jaycel, and Rhiyanna! I hope you're still friends with them and doing great! How are you guys? I'm forever grateful to have met you in my life:) I hope I'm still friends with you all. Gosh, please. I think that's all! Goodbye! Happy Birthday!