I'm supposed to be doing my homework right now

Sunday, April 28, 2024 5:35 pm Hey, I am so unmotivated right now. It feels like senioritis in high school all over again except it's hitting harder as a sophomore in uni. I have like four somewhat long assignments and the last deliverable for my project I want to get over with for this week so I can focus on studying for my accounting midterm on Thursday. On top of that finals literally start next week so I have to just isolate and lock in so I can study and do well. I truly miss senior year of high school where my friends and I could just hang out and have fun every day. Uni, I mean I have fun too but it isn't the same like high school where you could just chill and talk in class and still pass you know? Uni you have to focus or you'll miss key information from lecture and all that. Though I do like university a lot more compared to high school, I've joined three clubs/organizations and met tons of great people. So I am grateful for that, I am a little annoyed that when my friends and I want to hang out our schedules don't line up :') but summer is close so yay we can make some plans again. I guess something that's been on my mind is what I plan to do after I graduate or what I am supposed to be doing right now. Like hello? Why is uni going by twice as fast compared to high school- Either way, knowing me I'll figure something out :) but at the same time just right now, I am worried or anxious if I'm even doing the right thing for myself lol. Oh, you'll be 20 in a few months which is crazy because mentally I still feel 17. But hey one more year and you can buy your own drinks AND play pool at bars or wherever that one place was. This was really just a random letter but I guess I could ask a few things like: 1) So did you ever figure out what you wanted to do from here? 2) Do you still stress spend? If you do, please stop lol or at least try 3) Is the new building they built any good? Better have been worth raising parking prices smh Anyway, I always wish you the best and I hope that when you do feel overwhelmed you can find a way to bring yourself back and take it one step at a time :) -A <3