A letter from Apr 28, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi! It's your birthday today! Congratulations, You are finally a legal adult, hopefully this time you have someone to celebrate with. I am currently 15 years old as I am writing this, Studying for my Georgian and Math exam, Still have a month left till the exam, already preparing though since you know how bad you are at math, Hope you're better in the future at least, I currently don't have many friends since I moved schools, You know all the drama that happened that caused me to move. (Thanks, Mother) But the kids at this school aren't all bad. Your relationship (had to google how to spell that word) with your mother is ******, probably will be the same in 2 years, I don't know what I want to do with life, Maybe you already applied to a university, or maybe you're stuck as I am right now, We've been through a lot of trauma and It will suck if we don't become anything productive out of it, at the very least become a **** therapist or a lawyer, Do you still edit for fun? I know I do, Maybe we can make a career out of it. In general I'm very lonely, Our family as you know dislikes us after what we did, (Not sorry, It was very deserved) But I know that if I'm still alive and reading this, you'll have something to show for everything we've gone through, Maybe you wont have a lot of friends or a boyfriend, But I know you'll be happy, I'm trying so hard to make it happen, you better be. You'll be 18 when you read this. Make moving out of your home and getting away from her your top priority, Maybe we have a great relationship in 2 years time, But remember that she'll probably hurt you again, Protect our peace at all costs. (Rereading this I realize how pathetic and depressing it sounds, but you of all people know it's true) Study hard, But still live life a little, And please be alive, I hope I didn't spend this much time writing this for it not to arrive to you. Love, Qeti<3