A letter from Apr 15, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I think i like girls. I rly don't have a crush on any guy or even think they're cute or 'look good.' I don't feel the way about them that my friends do. But... Idk if i feel that way about girls either. I really don't want to be aromantic, not that there's anything wrong with it just, i don't think my family and friends will understand. I heard baba and grandma talking about pronouns and grandma was pretty excepting but she said people shouldn't use 'they/them' bc she's a teacher and it confuses her. But she's fine with Neo pronouns. Baba just said he doesn't understand and people should just be he/him or she/her. I'm honestly scared to ever come out to him or my dad. They have the same views and, especially my dad, are a big part of my life. I don't think I can bear it if he's not excepting.