Doodle fart XD April 14, 2024

Dear Future Me, Omg Hiiii me from the future! so much has happened in the last few months. The beginning of my 2024 was ruined and i have never felt worse. I was overthinking so much i was basically torturing myself with all the bad things i was thinking,i was crying a lot so much to the point i had headaches that would last for hours it WAS pain and of course more horrid,horrible,life devastating things had happened (im over exaggerating it,it wasn't that bad but you know IT WAS BAD) but im just happy that this one person came into my life though they completely destroyed my self esteem MY SELF CONFIDENCE it got so bad that i started comparing myself to others and i didn't even want to go out in public because i didn't want to feel even worse about myself and cry but lets not talk about that part :D (they were the reason my 2024 was ruined lol) but lets about the good things! likee how they helped me realized that i looked bumpy dumpy and crusty not to mention dusty :D they said it in the harshest way everrr but hey it helped i started working out (im in progress trying not to lose my motivation yk) i started doing skincare(im really poor so my mum doesn't have that much money coming in so i couldn't keep up with it sadly..AINT GOT NO MONEY lol ) so like yk im in the process of a "glow up" but i feel like my facial features ruins everything..and i don't have money to buy the clothes that i want..so there probably wont be a "glow up" BUT never give up i got this!hopefully i can get like some little part time job so that i can help my mom and at the same time buy a little clothing for myself can you do that at 13? hm idk i think i can do it at 14 and im almost 14 soo soon?but anyways i hope you future me had have a glow up also plss have friends im praying for you rn so hard because i do have a glow up i don't it to be for nothing i want people to like me so pls. byee hopefully youre a better person that everyone likes and not some loud and annoying girl :)