A letter from Apr 09, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Yes I sent this twice, on Christmas but different years. While writing this you, me, I, we? I? I am very emotional(as in depression) haven't been feeling well with emotions and metal health, I can bed rot and I wouldn't care/mind. But anyways rn you like a boy that you call cherry (bc you like cherries and you like this boy) this boy is Angel(idk his last name honestly don't know much about him but I do know that I like him) I've been liked him for a while. Maybe starting last year when I first saw him and thought he was cute. And at first it was kinda stalkish. But then it became less stalkish. And to be clear I made the first move(I texted him first) and now is like we talk almost evey day(kinda). And you pre-wrote a confession. Well anyways I like him A LOT but I don't think he likes me 🥲. I like him. His hair. His eyes. His way of speaking(even though its stupid). I like the way he is, the way he expresses himself, his smile, his laugh, HIM. But I don't think I'll ever confess to him. And well there's a lot more I want to say I guess but anyways, angel, do we still like him??? Has he changed?? In a good way?? Better for himself???