A letter from Apr 08, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Here we go again, the weeks before your birthday. The sudden feeling of sadness everytime my birthday is coming, the feeling of growing up and the feeling of getting rid of something or getting away from something that became part of your life. The moments that you dont want to end but you have too. I've been thinking lately about my mother's planned of us gettin' out of the town after my moving up. Little did they know that I've been crying about this, but i want to do it, for me, for my mother, for my family, and for our future. There's so many things that coming up to my mind, i hope things goes well. Lord ikaw na po bahala. And now i hope you're okay and happy where you are with your mother. I hope you didn't lose the things i love about you and be with God always. And if you're worrying about your decisions right now, always remember that God have plans for you and he loves you so much. Pray about everything and choose to be kind even after all, choose to be kind and lovable person. You are vulnerable and love by people. Everything is gonna be fine. Please be healthy and happy. I am in your favorite comfort place right now, im in your favorite duyan where you can feel safe and happy, the place you're going when you want to be alone and think about everything, the place you're going when you tryna get away with the problem and when you tryna take a break, i can hear the birds as always and the vehicle passing by from the back of the bricks wall, the temporary tambayan when your friends are there, the morning until late night under the star apple tree with your dogs beside you.