A letter from Apr 05, 2024

Dear 18 years old Steph, Hey, how are you na? Hmm? I hope you're doing well, I hope life's treating you well. By the time you'll read this, you just turned 18, right? So, Happy 18th birthday, Steph! I'm the 15 year old Steph. Well, it's really heavy here, you know, kakabreak lang natin from Adrian, si Cam, our Cam, di na natin sya nakakausap, si nanay and tatay, they got seperated, and ayaw na ni tatay talaga. Nagsabay-sabay lahat 'no? Ang hirap, Steph. Sobra, I feel like giving up. I feel like I have no one by my side now, especially na we're too dependent on people, ang hirap to do things all alone now. Si Adrian, miss na miss ko na sya, sana naka-move on ka na by the time you'll read this, HAHAHAHA. Ang hirap nya kalimutan 'no? Mahal na mahal ko yan, sobra pa sa sobra. He taught us how to not settle for less. We'll be forever thankful for him. Adrian will always have a special place in our heart. Miss na miss ko na sya, but I know na hindi na talaga pwede eh, hindi nya na tayo mahal. Wala pa akong maibubuga talaga ngayon eh, hindi naman ako maganda, matalino, and bata pa; hindi ko sya abot. Hindi na rin natin nakakausap si Cam, pero mahal na mahal natin yon, sobra. Hindi naman siguro yon mawawala. Sana rin pala nakapasa ka sa mga universities na gusto natin pareho. Sana dahan-dahan mo nang naaabot lahat ng pangarap natin, lagi ko yon ipagpra-pray. Tuloy lang ha, I'll survive for u, future Steph. I hope you're happy, safe, and healthy. Mahal na mahal kita. Mahal din kita, Adrian. Pero sana your name won't hurt anymore by the time na mababasa 'ko 'to. From, 15 years old Steph