A letter from Mar 16, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Today is the day I turn 17, so 3 years away! I have so much to ask, we'll start off with my pets. Hows birb doing? is he still alive, is he well? I hope he his, that **** bird was 1000$ (jkjk i love that bird). Anyway I'm going to assume theo is alive, if not I'm sorry for reminding you about him. but he will forever hold a dear place in our heart. I'm going to assume that buttercup is indeed dead as they can only live for up to 2 years. (very tragic) and I'm genuinely not sure how i would feel about buttercup dying but im going to assume that i didn't take it too well. Next off is school, right now i'm not doing so well in gr 9. its just so hard for me to get out of bed in the morning to even attend school, it sucks but, oh well ig. anyway i'm hoping that our studies are progressing well and we're striving to be a nurse! although I'm still not genuinely sure what i want to be when I'm older. i'm hoping that our grades are atleast in the 70's. I guess we can talk about my love life, today as of right now I'm with phoniex (andrew) I love him indeed but i dont think we're gonna last, it sucks ik but like, that's how things are yk. anyway my past relationships have been such a great blast (sarcasm) our past ones have been braydon and tina. i'm mentioning them because im wondering how we're doing, like are me and tina still friends? has braydon reached out to me at all? (DO NOT GO BACK TO BRAYDON). anyway 3 goals i have for future me is to improve my grades, fix my love life, and honestly just make life not so depressing compared to right now. (reminder to look back at the doc "entries" it has a little journal in it that i feel like you should read). lol ig you can drive now, hopefully one of our parents got us a car. speaking of car are we still friends with any of our old friends (Hannah, Michelle, Mish,Cody/Chloe,Sena,Jessica,Heather) i'm honestly hoping we're still friends with Sena and Jess because the are a big part of my life right now and i hope ill never lose them, they were always there even through all my hair phases,makeup phases, every single relationship issue. I love them so much, when I can drive I'll be able to take them anywhere, we love to go places, especially the mall, we love going to the mall all the time, their always broke so I'm usually buying them stuff. I went to the physiatrist doctor and got diagnosed with depression so hopefully it's better now. I love to play valorant right now and spend so much money on that game lol, I always play it all the time with my friends I love it, hopefully Im better at the game or didn't quit it. Anyways keep this letter and print it out, it will be a keeper I promise. Hopefully your life is better than it is now. (There might be some repeats I apologize)