A letter from Mar 07, 2024

Dear Future Me, How are we? Did we make it this far? Are we still friends with Ava? Do we have good grades? Do we have a boyfriend? Do we finally fit in? Do we have more friends? I hope we are good. I wish us the best. Rn though, I hate myself. Ava is kinda drifting from me and Idk if it's my fault. I feel like it's my fault. She never wants to hang out. I wanna D1eee lol. I really wish AD never left me. It makes me sad. I also feel like I can't be open to Ava bc I don't want to make things about myself. I love her, but I wish I felt like her #1. She says I am but I don't feel like it. :( I don't know what to do right now. rn I just feel like crap. I know I'm only 13 but I feel like I've lived triple my lifespan ;-; I wanna go to Heaven already. Any new fav songs or movies? I love you. You are doing good. Me, not so much lol. Like, Haven't I given enough? I am like 2-3 days!! yay for meee. I'm mad at K bc she is trifling in the drama with Ava and C. YESTERDAY SHE HAD A 'K + C <3' ON HER ARM. >:( alr, well bye. Love, EVH