A letter from February 29th, 2024

Dear FutureMe,Hey. I'm sad because of a guy rn. He's shown me his true colours endless times but I keep going back. l can't let him go and l even dream of marrying him despite knowing he ain't good for my mental health. I think he'll be a good dad to our kids but not a good husband to me. he's too nonchalant. he can go days without talking to me. I'm suspecting him of cheating, I think he's found someone else. I think he's just keeping me for backup otherwise he don't love me fr. I last felt loved by him in May 2023 just before he cheated on me with Louise then Isabella. I always check Isabella's posts everyday and I've become so obsessed with her since he cheated with her. I just resent her so much. I wish to heal from all this, I don't want to be a stalker or anything. l just want to experience calm lover and I want to feel safe with a man. you know me and Tk have been together for almost a year and a half and he's never taken me on a date. he don't even make time for me but every time his friends want to see him, he's always available. maybe he's better off dating those friends of his. he also stole my £500 that l trusted him with...and for my **** reason l still forgive him and  try to work things out with him. Do you think I' im stupid or I'm just too young not to understand. What do you think now? Are we still with him. Did he change? is he loving you well? l hope you'll leave him if he continues mistreating you. Find a way to get your money girl...l know you're a smart girl. All the best. l hope you would have healed by the time you receive this. l love you so much.