A letter from Feb 20, 2024

Dear FutureMe, wen, this day 5 years after you broke up with her you still, STILL ******* looking at her photos and still thinking about her plus listening to Eric chou's song lol.. i dont know what the **** im doing rn. i have my gf and you have ur bf. but i still cant move on. **** what a wonderfull day when im with you. how arrogant are you? i dont care at all.. if u hurt me or not appraciate me idc, really. its all still my fault that making you hurt at the first place. i will, yes.. will always hide this stupid felling and act like a fool to just can be by your side even as a friend. ****... the day you lost your dad, i really wanna come and cheer u up. but who am i lol what if.. thats all up on my mind for this one year what if i have a little of brave what if i have a little of confident what if ... what if ... what if ... i miss you btw today i dreamt about you lol you let me hold your hand, though under a blanket