A letter from February 15th, 2024

Dear FutureMe, are we still alive? life has been though on us, we just turned 15 years old, thats a big thing for us, we can change your name now, i'm proud of us we have come so far in life, but i hope that we can do better, i'm scared that i cant go home, i just want to live with my mom so badly, keep going you can do this i know you can, but i still dont know if i can, but i have some questions for you.. are we still single? do you have a crush? do you live at home now? (i really hope that you do), do we feel better? what big things has happened? is mom and his boyfriend still daiting? do they fight? (i hope not) do we have new pets(i hope we do) are you okay?(be honest to your shelf) have we done drugs( I HOPE NOT YOU *****) sorry. ahmdo we have more shark blushies? (i hope we do) do you feel better? do we still do shelf harm? are you sober?  are you still alive, because i'm not sure, i have been planning suicide, i hope that i dont do it, i really hope that we can get through this ily <333 take care of your family they need you.