A letter from Feb 13, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I am in a critical time in live because I made thr wrong decision of choosing computer science for my gcse and I will be having my first mock's in like 2,3,4 weeks and I'm not studying yet like I don't know white so how is this going to work out for me in'sh'allah it will work out if not it wasn't meant to be. I hope somethings have changed for the better such as my deen I hope I have improved it and made as many corrections to myself as needed. And I hope to aren't surrounded by fake friends and fake people over all as I don't want to have fake friends, nor example bibi is starting to feel fake and like gives me pick me vibes and I know that's rude and might not even be true but that's how I feel towards her and I hope she doesn't find this out if she did she might hate me and I would be probably trying to get her to talk to me because i don't like it when people just ghost me I hate that feeling so much but at the same time I don't know if I should be saying t these things about someone else but that's some what how I feel right now but I know you must have gone through more in the last two years so I'm gone be praying for the future to turn out good in'sh'allah and you better be saying alhamullila and amen.