A letter from Feb 11, 2024

Hi gel, how are you? it's your 16th bday now. Is bangtan home na? How much money do you have from your savings? Is it enough to go to a concert? Are they going here in ph na? I have so many what if's! Hey, these past few weeks we're acting strange. In 4 months Jin will be back, I miss them so so so bad. Are you skinnier now? Are you prettier? How's school? Are you doing well? Do you think we'll be able to enjoy life? I'll continue fighting, so I can meet you. In God's will, everything we want will happen. Looking forward to meet you soon. Ah wait, yesterday we met some korean people! They were so nice, I hope I'll be able to meet them again. I hate meeting new and nice people, I feel so attached to them. Btw, happy 16th bday gel. I hope you'll experience things we didn't get to experience when we were young. I love you, and I will continue living for you.